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The result young teachers " book pick <wbr> book pick: as the sun rises in the white flag" STYLE = "WiDTH: 305px; HeiGHT: 333px" HEIGHT="451" ALT="���������ʦ��<wbr>��ժ:��̫��һ������İ��� src="http://simg.sinajs.cn/blog7style/images/common/sg_trans.gif" real_src ="http://static16.photo.sina.com.cn/bmiddle/6655a3e7t8581ef1a1f4f&690" WIDTH="305" NAME="image_operate_10831272693010390" />��ǽ��գ���ӫ��wbr>��̫��һ������İ���wbr>�ϸ����Ͱ�ʮ������������ɫ���ļ����������˵ײ�����ƶ�࣬������ƭ�Ľ����Ѿ����˱Ƚ���̵���ʶ�� I always think that China's education lack a humanitarian spirit, our education's banner, no human nature. In those years, I read a lot of Russian novels, including Georgia writer's modebadze (D U M B A D Z E) novels caused me a lot of interest. In the novel "white flag" in the end, he wrote : late at night, the Sun has again come to visit me, it's golden glow bath me, calling me to go around it. The more I was close to the stars, it becomes increasingly cool. I completely close the hand touched the Sun, but the Sun is no Burns me. I got on with the Sun with a long and steep slopes. The Sun at the front, I immediately step later. We climb up high, climbed up a mountain covered with snow all the year round, an eternal snow snow never ablation of the Kingdom. "This is the Everest!," Sun said, I handed over to one side the white flag. I expand banner high wizzes. A white flag over the fluttering in the world �C that is the kind, merciful and loving. The world over, gay with a huge, white, spotless flag! read this passage in front of a screen at once, or even think this passage written out of my heart. 20 years, I constantly appraisal on this paragraph. In my mind, it has been this surface charm symbolizes goodness, kindness and friendliness of the white flag. The reading of Russia and the Soviet Union's novel, in the famous literary activity instruction, and student exchange reading experience, many students also are interested in Russian literature, this is Alan. I like Alan talk, not because of his article is good, but when he does it in a responsible manner. Each layout active task, he will say: "teacher, the thing I come. "Don't you remind afterwards, he will finish. A chance to know him is to Mr. Xu Mao Yong Sun, then all empty heard him say Xu maoyong something in his old age. He is doing very low-key, at school is not prominent, nothing like from. But I didn't think was going to let him leading the whole school and ultimately his young life hold in 23 years. High up, he's one of my female Dong-Tsing suffering from leukemia, the class action for her donation, the school was very moved. And China, many stories, popular in the people, the boom after the earthquake will gradually calm, yet they remain in Dong/PDF-green side, continue to seek treatment for her, ask. He even often do not attend classes, to look after her, he wants to save her. Just heard about a line somewhere in GreekLook, he borrowed the money my way, remember that he also had to find remedies for her in Hebei province. Back to school, you have to face a number of teacher students look askance. Is the love? I have to ask, because I almost touched him. It was not like this open, but Alan oblivious of what people say. However abandon their studies, always some at school too, not to mention when people "ideological work" always familiar. Once a teacher, a sentence said: "as long as the Sachiko, you will find a light (both are Japan series" the blood of suspected "in the hero and heroine). "Everybody laughed. We smile makes me sad, I said: "our education is to train people, now finally out of a person, like a person did not expect you to be so. "We thought it was boring and unpleasant. I do not regret it, I just think like that. Senior, Alan still do all for girls as possible, it is said that girls parents appreciate also advised/PDF not affect learning. But Alan love with a girl, everything else is not important. College entrance examination, the results of course bound by Alan, just pass a City College, then at the prestigious, such a result. Alan back to school mission organization, he was upstairs, I go downstairs, in the old office building on the experience of the stairs, I remember the days of rain, the corridor on the water. Ask him, he was ashamed to say somewhat: "Wang, sorry, I only got one ��" I am trying to move a few words, sentences, but don't know why is the impulse to say a sentence: "are you a real man!" he probably didn't think I would say, halting way, and I shake hands, I don't remember what he said. But I didn't think this was our last conversation. After that he, as always, waiting at the Dong-green side, after graduation, he moved to the girl's House, and later married; at the same time hear he financial difficulties, he insisted on marriage for girls to have a loving arms. In 1990, people die in a period of time, I do not but Tung-Ching messages with deceased; three days later, Alan wrote six suicide, ending his young life. Hear Alan's death, I felt suffocated, aaah the blood of Alan that fair face, 20 years later still quietly watching the world. A radio station would like to take this to be a talk show, people looking for me, that intention is nothing more than to borrow a news story, the effect of the youth for opinionated Guide. I do not know if something goes wrong, temper, say "they fell asleep, don't use your feet to touch them". The Edit later on my friend said: "the introduction of the teacher you refused to cooperate with him why angry?" my students is generally more convinced me, so I have something will students get to the point, I will be a right time solemnly tell all students: no matter what difficulties are not allowed to commit suicide. I finish this sentence and some regret that I thought Alan. He is a coward, he was just too tired, want to rest; perhaps he thought he had nothing to do, maybe he was too want to stay with her. 20 years have passed, now 40 years old each see one, I would often think of delicate and mild/PDF and beautiful kind Tung-ching. One year, I introduced the novel selective tanizaki's copy of the spring musical instrument, students do not understand, I will cite the Alan. Students are very surprised, said that the campus is so poignant love. May be I should have said that Alan and Dong Wei Qing, because some students since then think, than they, and many make people cry of love stories is not worth reading, "spring piano making law more radically. I drove from 1983, basic no stop optional courses, many people say that was my student, are often selected my novels appreciation course students. As often in other grades, so many students I know, I can't remember the names of the students. But there's a called Yuan Zi students I have known in advance. May 1994, the school has called Yuan Zi students suffering from spinal nerve tumors, we all contributed to him. A day at the school gate in his class teacher to go to the hospital to see him, I do not know him, but I'd like to see him, they went together. Remember that he lives in wired power plant workers ' hospital. Yuan Zi is a big guy, but lying in bed, unable to move. He is very bright, see me some accident, said: "you are the teacher Wang, I know you, our class selected your lesson students talk about you. I ill go back to school, be sure to go to your ' novels selected stresses "..." on his words I did not grasping that he would not be my students, I reassured him said: "I wait for you at school. "Out of the hospital, the class teacher sorry to say that the doctor had to say hello, but privately a few months. I certainly don't believe in yourself, I even own patients feel ashamed this perfunctory. Miracle. A year later, Yuan-turned-back to school, he really sit into my classroom. My impression that round appreciation of novels, Yuan Zi no selective deficiency once. He seems too high, but you want to sit in the first row, very close to me. I still remember his lecture time, sometimes he is immersed in the fiction world, forgot to take notes, always smiled at me. He would cherish every minute of the classroom, I think, he waited for this day has been a long time, but so far may have many students don't know sitting in the classroom a lifetime of happiness. Test when I gave him a higher score, for his dedication, and in order to make him happy. A year later, he died. The school is made of steel of flowing water, campWhat story occurred earlier, then do not necessarily know (but need not necessarily be interested to know), now that school had few people remember him. And Alan, Yuan Zi, bi-wave is I teach classes on, almost every two years. Yan College entrance examination wave is 1999 48 days before he died, the last time I saw Yan wave is Thursday morning to go to class, that day due to math test, deferred class. My upstairs, the-waves carrying an empty water bucket down and change the water, and I hit a greeting. But for the drinking water of people had left. Masahiko wave looking to find a moment and be sure it gave a water walk, only regret that the ground floor. Did not expect more than ten hours later, across the road in this twilight! after his death, I said this last impression, I solemnly tell students: ban on drinking water regularly is Yin-wave up and down to change the fifth floor. His mother said that night, Yin-wave emotion very well, and laughing at the dinner also; jiudianduo Bell, his side to do the exercises also while humming. Night invasion, 40 minutes after death. After the hospital informed, cardiac disease, but nobody knows he have this disease. In the morning, when the head inform-wave's death, I cannot believe my ears, dismay and repeatedly asked: "are you saying?" the school is considering my old teacher, I tell students announced his death, I was more difficult for one thing, I had to write into a presentation, although I never read according to the draft, but I have no way to seamlessly expression, I can't face the students who were shocked by the lightning-like. The other day I went up by saying-"he walked without pain", I think everyone will feel some, but not the students understand. The class of piercing cry let me life cannot forget that nobody believes the helpfulness of classmates bi Yan wave just gone. May be the beginning of the end of 1997 or 1998, I was in class, because students to temper high school reluctant to speak, I wouldn't class the silence. I see everyone is afraid of embarrassed, and want a "torn face" approach: let students in turn points to the front of the platform, object-oriented class shouting, to let all the people jump. Bony-big white face of bi Yan-wave is the No. 1, he timid and I discuss: "teacher, I have never cried, I can sing a song instead?" and I said: "no, I just want you to shout. "Yin-wave can't," Ah, "surprisely, class laughing. I said, no, that does not meet the requirements, reopened. He closes his eyes a yell, baoxiao class. He got the ball rolling, here's a lot better, boys, girls cry out then queued up and scream. The "Bull" tore, speak well in class. But then I class experiencing the same problem, but no longer use this method, because I think holding red in the face of bi Yan wave shout, and he died. Students respect-wave, because he is good. 3 revise his neighbor learn some tight, bi Yan waves every day to help his review, at the same table has no confidence, Masahiko wave said: "your time is not more, not to waste time for me. "Yin-wave firmly said: no, you can't give up. Send off for Yen-wave of that morning, pouring rain, the whole class went. Farewell ceremony is my hosted the students crying, the flowers of the white rose on his side. 100 flower white roses surrounded him to heaven. I then tried hard to remember, remember the first time I saw Yan wave scenes, is my first visit to five class time? this is the first time to his questions? thought it too is lost. What time is it in fact is not important, the important thing is that I never see him again. The next day, there is a bit good at art students in the classroom after Blackboard paint a portrait of Yen-wave substantially, the column is written during his lifetime the high notes of a song. I entered the classroom, see behind the Blackboard-wave like, nose hair acid, painting too alike. Students forget them back to his, and I always saw him, I'm sorry. The student said: "teacher, another seven days we'll take it off. "I said," no, stay there, so that we ban a person never less. " Will always be suffering in life, everyone will have pain and misfortune, as there is a solar eclipse in the sky. Masahiko wave like a shooting star, across the sky, and each one who knew him will see that moment of glory. The class of fraternity, to the heavy work in my infinite comfort. In January 1987, I wrote an article in the education of the "people" in our flag on the law, that article gives me some trouble. Those critics thought it was "bourgeois liberalization"; a few years ago, but others thought it was the "idealized". My theoretical training is not high, but the level of criticism than I expected, and this made me unable to get a raise. Only a young teacher privately asked: "do you say what the banner of color of?" asked. But I did not want to answer, I do not wish to incur unnecessary controversy. I am ill, think of a student's face, laments the short life, but also admire the beauty of life. I thank God for giving me a chance to know these beautiful life, let me feel their love and virtue, let me know what is the real education, let me know the Mission of the profession and the glory, for I respect life eternal. > Wbr/ I lugged wrote these words in each row are used to me a long time, I was so tired that I should let my heart calm down, but I cannot forget.